To the man i once trusted;
I was so young, so naive.
I had heard about people like you, my mum and dad always warned me.
But you were a friend, a family friend.
We all trusted you, i trusted you, maybe a little too much.
You spent years building up my trust, only to come along and break it, not only breaking the trust i had in you, but the trust i had in so many others at that time.
i dont think i'll ever be able to hate you, i dont know if i should. but i cant.
i know what you did was wrong, it was sickly and it was wrong, because i was only a 14 year old girl.
But the thing is, you made a mistake, and we all make them, some are bigger than others, and in some cases, like yours, we make that mistake over and over again.
and maybe we never realise its a mistake, and maybe you never will.
some may say it wasnt a mistake, and it might not have been, it probably wasnt. they say you had planned it all, you probably did.
But i know i will never get an explanation out of you, i know you'll never tell me why, so i'll keep telling myself it was a mistake.
Because thats what will get me through.
